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2007-08-09T13:06:00.000+03:00

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2007-05-18T13:23:00.000+03:00

Following the previous post, one of my friends, has sent me a nice email in which he has indicated that I should continue my way and cool down!! He had emphasized on the following factors as the principal elements for continuing the way:

God, Faith, Hope … And a little teddy bear (which I had once talked about) to share the joy and sorrow with!

All I have as my motivation to continue and go ahead, is exactly the above mentioned words! But my friend's forgotten another very very important factor which has held me tight to my career! And that's:

"Accompaniment of Nice Friends"!

This weblog is open to receive the ideas with/against to what ever I write here. Exchange of different feelings! If I answer the comments, it doesn't mean that I am angry!! ;-)

The reason is that I've been stuck to my promise of "writing"! & As long as I believe in what I am doing, there is no reason to get angry, but it's necessary to be able to defend my idea, and that's exactly what I am doing here by replying the opposite opinions.

"True happiness... is not attained through self-gratification, but through fidelity to a worthy purpose."(Helen Keller) … And I am happy because I think my purpose is worthy of carrying on :-)

This joy. when we are wrong, makes us willing to change. And when we are right, makes us easy to live with!

This weblog has been based upon 10 simple beliefs; These 10 rules are also practical in life … here it is, The Rainbow of A Better Life. So, try to build a bridge out of this rainbow, build a bridge that leads to the promising tomorrows …

*SHARING

The Joy Of Giving Without Thought Of Receiving.

*LOVE

The Special Feeling That Makes You Feel All Warm And Wonderful.

*RESPECT

Treating Others As Well As You Would Like To Be Treated.

*APPRECIATION

To Be Grateful For All The Good Things Life Has To Offer.

*HAPPINESS

The Full Enjoyment Of Each Moment. A Smiling Face.

*FORGIVENESS

The Ability To Let Things Be Without Anger.

*HONESTY

The Quality Of Always Telling The Truth.

*INTEGRITY

The Purity Of Doing What's Right, No Matter What.

*COMPASSION

The Essence Of Feeling Another's Pain, While Easing Their Hurt.

* & PEACE The Reward For Living.

..OOll:: With the best wishes for your each moment :-) ::llOO..

! CccOooLllOooRrrSss !

2007-05-14T22:39:00.000+03:00

It's so interesting that anytime I wanna put forward an ENCOURAGING, promising step, someone arrives to stop me & say: Oh! You are a kid! You have childish thoughts! Why don't you see the reality?"

Ok tell me! WHAT IS THE REALITY? Darkness? Sadness? Anger? Despair? Murder? …

By God I am satisfied with the word CHILD, but the term in which the word "childish" has been used, means nonsense, idiot, foolish!! If spirituality is really such a banal subject what worth really talking about? If each of us wanna spread out negative pulse under name of "reality" to human receivers!!!! Just where we would go! NEVERHOOD!!!!

And now colors…Do You know why I talked about COLORS? Black and white? Yellow? Green?

Yeah colors! I meant the Colors of the soul not the skin… I didn't talk about psychological aspects! I had nothing to do with seasons or the color preferences!!!!!!!!!

Nothing's wrong with the Yellow and Orange leaves in autumn!
It is so nice the white uniform of doctors and nurses!
It's so lovely the black eyes of a child!
Besides, Green (and also Blue) inspires good feelings!

…

So, what is the problem?
Yellow, in case of soul, is the one who sees everything under the dark shadow of despair! The one who's looking for the END! The one who has no aim! The yellow leaf of autumn, not with the hope of a coming spring but without reason of living!!

Black and White, those who just have two sides! Good and bad! Nothing's between! If you are not my good friend, then you are an enemy! If the work doesn't go well, so it is in the worst direction!
Green, synonymous to fresh, live, pleasing … the one who, out of each matter, draws the appropriate conclusion. The very apt description of how we can look at "Reality"!!

Anyway … what ever I state here, is what ever I think, what ever I feel and what ever I do … so it doesn't mean you must do the same! You have your own choice! … Just thanks for reading it and leaving some lines as your opinion.

(I hope you wouldn't come to the point that the best thing is to be color-blind!!!! :-b !! He he!! … Kidding! … you can smile!)

GREEN!

2007-05-11T00:19:00.000+03:00

Spring usually gives a nice feeling of freshness. It's so lovely the combination of Thousands Greens all around, the exhibition of the king of seasons!! This "Birth of nature" makes me think about the things that affect the state of satisfaction in life; Is it really possible that each of us feel so good when we look at a beautiful flower or when we hear the singing birds?! why some people are always green and some other yellow while the rest are totally black and white! I am talking about the color of the minds! The Souls! How would it be possible to reach the level in which we feel totally free from any pressure and we enjoy our existing circumstances? How can we arrive to total acceptance and full efforts to gain better?

My mind's been busy of finding The True Key to A Permanent Happiness; in the other words, I analyzed the factors that lead us to be prosperous (=Khosh'bakht, in Persian!) … What are the essentials for a nice living?

Money?

Fame?

Love?

Faith?

High Education?...

If they give you a basket filled with all these materials, which ones you gonna chose for your own life? Is it really possible to get to the perfect life without the combination of all these elements? Does "perfect" really exist? Does it really exist that "One Thing" capable of making all complete?

I tried to test these facts, one by one, one after another, through a serie of social examinations! I was so determined to find a global answer to all my questions. I just checked the lives of the people around, & tried to see what the reality of their life is! The glue which sticks each part together…

I don't know why, but in each case, I felt that something has got a higher rank in comparison with other factors, the one that plays the major role. There must be a combination, first of all. And second, that strong belief and reassurance. By presence of just one feature, this bird can't really fly! Yes, Bird! Because I strongly believe that we are here just to fly to higher grades of humanity! And I am to declaim that these mterials are the way to go towards spirituality! Means that the absence of one element, shouldn't take away the confort of mind and should not turn into an obsession! As long as we stay on the ground looking the Earth down, it's hard to think about the sky & higher levels of life! It doesn't mean that we are the prisoners of the world, but we must take out the best advantage out of each and every little thing…

No more to say for this time, but I am still thinking about taking the easy way out!

The Way is Long, and the wings must be strong enough to fulfill the mission!

!i!i! HAPPY NEW YEAR !i!i!

2007-03-31T18:21:00.001+03:00

..::HAPPY NEW YEAR!::..
to the Persians all around the world :)

oo )) Surprise! (( oo

2007-03-05T21:55:00.000+03:00

Something nice happened to me the last time that I had gone to the class. (I mean for teaching English) … Actually for encouraging my students I had already given some little gifts as a reward to studious ones.

This time, prior to the class, one of my students (who had been awarded) came to Teacher's room and said:" oh Teacher! Here there is something to Thank you!" and she gave me an extremely nice and loving postal card … I was totally shocked!!! … Here is the photo of the card (and the note inside), take a look:

You know what I thought with myself? I came to the point that the little kids understand the real meaning of kindness by heart, and they react in very nice ways towards any care and concern…. I never generalize, but the grown-up world is the space of indifference! Of course I have seen many adults who have saved the white and bright memory of their childhood, and "others" matter for them! I hope we would see a wise & at the same time childlike character in everyone's heart, no matter young or old!

Everything which is yes!

2007-02-27T20:37:00.000+03:00

What a cold weather! It was snowing all the morning! Most of the times, the face of the city changes in rainy or snowy days! Actually there is a sort of melancholy everywhere! It seems that the dust of sadness has been powdered upon the city!! Anyway…

I had almost a busy day. I went to get my entrance card of Master Exam. Among those who had come, the glittering faces were remarkable! I don't know the exact reason of this kind of joy! (I think it's a natural reaction prior to the exam!!). May everyone, who has well studied, get a satisfactory result. Amen!

I had also some banking affaires!! I should have paid the bills!!! It's really the most boring and the most tiresome work to be done, waiting in long messy queues!!!!!!!! … In any case, today was a gift! I enjoyed it! I hope you have also nice times!

I thank God for most this amazing day. For the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky; and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes!!

By the way, I am still in the highway of THINKING!!! I would welcome any nice idea which helps having better life, happier moments and more useful existence!

** P.S. Thanks Dear Arash for your Great Comments; I read Mohsen kadivar's article on Ashoora, and It brightened up my mind! About my little Teddy I also agree with you (some to forget some to remember). The poem you had chosen from Shamlu really matches the occasion :)

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2007-02-22T22:08:00.000+03:00

There are the moments in which you really need someone to talk to and to share all that's been filled up your heart and mind… But when you look around well, you really can't find anyone to go to! You seem to be totally confused! That doesn't mean that you don't have any reliable friend, or any loved one; but you can't see them! You'd rather prefer to stay alone! In this case, what is missing, in fact, is a comprehensible thought! The person of high mentality, high capacity, and fully trusted to refer to! The one who can really comfort YOU! …

Here I think I am facing the same situation! The solution, which I am profiting from, is talking to my little teddy bear who is the only listener! At least in this way, I am sure what ever I say, would be kept in its imaginary small heart and wouldn't spread out! The second advantage of this strategy is that I would be discharged from the pressure of all annoying & exasperating obsessions!

Maybe this feeling is normal to somehow! Because the last month of the year's been arrived! Pass over "The End" for going towards a "New Beginning". Thinking of the past, thinking about tomorrow… and that's the way it is!

..:: I AM THINKING! ::..

…( Please Do Not Disturb!) ...

The Young Generation & The Brilliant Future (waiting for them)!

2007-01-30T23:20:00.000+03:00

(Although we waste so many precious moments without doing anything special, but it's still been really hard to find some free time to write: this valuable career…)
In case of me, it's mostly painful not to write!!! So here I am again! :-D

By the way, I've discovered something interesting!!! Today is the 10^th Moharram (& Bahman), This is my 20^th Post, and it's 30^th January!! 10 – 20 – 30 ….!! just for having fun! ;)

Well! Regarding the matter of "writing", I found a great statement that you can follow behind:

………………………

"To ask why we write is also to ask why we read. The pragmatic answer is "to find proof" -- to find proof of like-minded thinkers, to find support for our own arguments, to discover that we are not alone in our thinking, our assumptions and problems. The transcendental answer is "to educate" -- to inspire our own thinking, to see new realities, to uplift ourselves through another writer's use of language. And the middle road: "Because there is a need."

Writing is [or can be] a transgression of boundaries, an exploration of new territory. It involves making public the events of our lives, wriggling free of the constraints of purely private and individual experiences. From a state of modest insignificance we enter a space in which we can take ourselves seriously. As an alternative to accepting everyday events mindlessly, we recall them in writing."

I write to be human

…………………..

Anyway, let me come to the events of these days, specially: "Ashoora".

I don't wanna talk about its religious aspects or historical ones! What has made me write this note is that, almost no one has reverence for the religious celebrations (either the memorials or the feasts) anymore …

It's not just the matter of being Muslim or religious, but just being scrupulous is enough to react towards the strange behavior of this conscienceless mankind!!!!

Here is my personal experience:

It's really hard to believe that those who had come to that Theological Ceremony (Ashoora) were most likely to take part in a wedding party!! Specially the young ones whose eyes were wondering around to find …. To find really what??!! To find a foolish, unprincipled, dishonorable companion like themselves, with strange hair style and expensive shoes, bags, jeans, or clothing!! .. There was a fashion show in progress!! The girls in one side, the boys in the other side of the street! Some in their own cars, some on foot! I just felt so sad and mostly worried about what lies ahead for us … I just wondered at such mentality!

How we expect that everything be in order, while we have been mentally in disorder??!

I just hope that the young generation (of which I am a member), who is the builder of future, would make a positive change! If not, we would become the prisoners of the "material world"! Then what we "own" would be the scale to value what we "Are"!!! "To Have" or "Not To Have" That's the Question!!! "Religious" or "Non-believing" (not being religious = brilliant thought, open-minded!!!!!)

My God! …. It's a shame! …. That's really awful … Help us going through this world of complexities …

Change your vision of the world!

2007-01-18T21:49:00.000+03:00

Here's the latest comment on this blog!!!! :

"Hey, you can find these poems and quotations everywhere on the net, so why don't you stop wasting your time and others and do something useful instead???"

Well, we are not here to fight or quarrel … Blog is a personal webpage… you are free to chose the subject totally according to your desire. You can write whatever you want. In my idea, what I do here is useful, at least for myself; it has nothing wrong or harmful, whereas I try to put the interesting parts forward.

In fact, wasting time is to write nonsense! Wasting time is to do something without aim and clear purpose… quite contrary to what I am doing here; means I am satisfied with the output. For me it's not wasting time. I do practice my English, I do record my diary, and I do establish good relation with others in an international virtual world, cyberspace.

A psychologist has a great statement proper to this issue:

" If you are satisfied with what you are doing, BE SURE you are doing it RIGHT!"

You know, some people can just see the black part, the negative side, the empty space of the glass!!! But why not have a positive look at everything.

I am not a scientist, a doctor or an engineer … I am just ME, a student of literature, who is always in contact with the world of WORDS, QUOTES and FEELINGS. What ever I used to say here is what I wanna share with those who care and mind about each and every little word (enunciating the inner sentiments) which can really change the world!

The things I chose for my blog can be found anywhere just as no where else! Because, I AM UNIQUE just like everyone else!! …

Eventually, I think all depends on you and your point of view. If you want, you can take the message out of everything.

There exists DISTINCTLY a story behind each little tiny molecule and each strange sign and letter of any language! …

Poem ...

2007-01-13T16:02:00.000+03:00

Today I had "French Versification" exam; well … it was not as hard as I imagined, but still after four years of university experience, I still have problem in recognizing the important parts in each course (actually I could never understand what passes through the professors' mind! They never take a rational exam! Among thousands of glittering, significant, remarkable subjects, what would you see in the exam paper?! …. The commonplace questions from the parts you have dropped! … Oops! )

Anyway! On the occasion of today's POST, I've chose a poem from Omar Khayyam (Persian poet who lived between 1044 and 1123 CE. He was considered as "The King of Wisdom" … He was famous for his rubai (quatrain) poems, also known as a mathematician, historian, and astronomer)

"Like God, if this world I could control
eliminating the world would be my role
I would create the world anew, whole
Such that the free soul would attain desired goal."

Winter ...

2007-01-09T17:40:00.000+03:00

Oh My God! I could never love WINTER, and still I have problem with this season! No flower! No green leaf! No singing bird! No beauty! … NOTHING! Nothing worthy of attention! Worst of all, the COLD weather against which I am always so weak! (Actually I am sick during the whole season! A durable cold! ) May God make out of each season a warm and nice SPRING!!! :D

** In the depth of winter I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer. **…. Albert Camus

Anyway, here I should make something clear about my previous Post.
Dear Reader with the comment below,

"Ok...I've been here quite a few times and I gotta admit that it's nice ... however I do have to object to your good news!!! Is really the execution of someone considered good news? Revenge served in a cold dish!!! And my second is to you not updating this blog more often... good luck ..."

First of all, it's NICE of you to read this little blog and thanks for your kind message,

Second, I didn't actually mean that the execution is good news; I just mentioned that there happened some BAD and GOOD events and "the execution" was among the "bad news" (that I preferred not to enter into its details!).... I am totally with your idea about Revenge!

Third, it's to be said that I am now the student in the last year of university (and there are bunch of researches to be done, and the studying load has got heavy!) … Besides, it's been a while since I've started teaching English to little children aged 7-10 year-old (it's really amazing! But you must have a strong patience! It's a test of nerve!!). And all these, leave me no free time to update the blog, but I try my best to care your friendly suggestion ;)

These days, as I am working on "Albert Camus" (Albert Camus (1913-1960) was a representative of non-metropolitan French literature. His origin in Algeria and his experiences there in the thirties were dominating influences in his thought and work.) I'm gonna profit from some of his quotes:

· You know what charm is: a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question.

· I don't want to be a genius--I have enough problems just trying to be a man!!!

· But what is happiness except the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads.

· What is a rebel? A man who says no!!!!

· I would rather live my life as if there is a God and die to find out there isn't, than live my life as if there isn't and die to find out there is.

SMILE :) ALWAYS!

2007-01-05T19:52:00.000+03:00

It's really unforgivable not to update the weblog with the excuse of being BUSY!! But actually I have no other justification! In fact, the everyday life has just imprisoned me within the cage of the quotidian routine: university, work, home… I've been drowned in the ocean of Books!

So, after a long absence, I'm here again! Happy to see you!!

In my absence, some good and bad events took place of which the most important are The unexpected Execution of Saddam & the Arrival of the YEAR '2007' … I don't wanna talk about the bad news! The world has been filled with so much pain and misery that here I don't have to recall it! So, I just say HAPPY NEW YEAR!! (Of course our Persian Calendar is different from the Gregorian calendar … our new year starts 21^st March)

Anyway, I hope all the year through you would be happy, healthy and successful in whatever you do. This time, I've chosen some very great & useful quotes from "Richard Bach" (American Writer, who is the author of "Jonathan Livingston Seagull" b.1936 ):

· Ask yourself the secret of YOUR success. Listen to your answer, and practice it.

· Don't believe what your eyes are telling you. All they show is limitation. Look with your understanding, find out what you already know, and you'll see the way to fly.

· What the caterpillar calls the end of the world, the master calls a butterfly.

· To bring anything into your life, imagine that it's already there.

· You are never given a dream without also being given the power to make it true. You may have to work for it, however.

· If your happiness depends on what somebody else does, I guess you do have a problem!

· Look in a mirror and one thing's sure; what we see is not who we are!!

· Every problem has a gift for you in its hands ;)

· The simplest things are often the truest.

So, Enjoy your LIFE with a permanent SMILE :) !

(I'll try to be here sooner! I promise! :D … )

Merry Christmas :)

2006-12-25T22:15:00.000+03:00

<< MERRY CHRISTMAS >>

..:: Happy Eid ::..

2006-10-24T17:46:00.000+03:00

Life's Beautiful! Today is a nice Eid (The End of Ramadan) and everyone's happy … The sky is cloudy, and the drizzling-rain has purified the air…

I admit that today, after one month of struggle, after almost 30 hectic days, now I just feel so relaxed. I could sleep well after 30 sleepless nights! I've been really busy as a bee! It was and still is the feverish point of my 4-year studying period. This situation keeps going on, because it's the last year before getting B.A. … But I am still alive comrades! Still alive! Thanks God!

Anyway, now I am happy that I could find the chance to update my little baby- blog! I don't know why the process of the elevation of my Baby has been delayed! Maybe I need a baby-sitter! As when I am away, she can take good care of her! (I haven't indicated that My Blog is a girl! Now you got to know! )

Here I sincerely say that I need monthly intervals to update my weblog; so you can follow me and my child each month. That would be kind of you to be with us ;)

Life goes on, as it never ends …

May your life's road be without any obstacle!

Seasons, seasons change!

2006-09-24T19:09:00.000+03:00

I was away from the virtual world (due to an electronic failure!), and in my absence, in the real world, so many changes took place!

* Anousheh Ansari *

The best news ever, about the achievements of Iranian around the world! She's been to Space … Great Honor for women, and for all the Persian.

I just checked her website and I faced this great life-long slogan:

IMAGINE > BE THE CHANGE > INSPIRE …

** Pope Benedict XVI **

His speech about Islam (against the Muslims wars= Jihad) has just evoked the contest … Although I've never been against any religion, but whatever Pope has said about Islam will turn to be true if the Muslims continue their mortal, cruel attacks and objections! Islam is the religion of Peace! But how we can make this, go through the Ears which are Deaf, the Bigots!

**** The University Classes ****

The classes have been started! After a 90-day summer holiday, it feels a little annoying and irritating to take part in classes!!

But it's gonna be the last year! So I think I must take full advantage out of each and everyday.

Hey, too much to be done! … A pile of books have been formed in my room! The wish for reading increases, while the time for reading decreases! …

I would like to say that ,as the summer has traveled far away (a distance, a journey from which it takes a year to be back again!) and the Autumn has been settled, I would have less free time to update my weblog, But I'll do my best to be here as many times as I can … Till next meeting :

IMAGINE > BE THE CHANGE > INSPIRE …

PEACE be upon the WORLD!

2006-09-11T23:29:00.000+03:00

Today was 11^th Sep.

A black story has been carved on the History pages on this day…I don't wanna talk about the political aspects of what had happened, But what matters most, beside the innocent people who have lost their lives in that accident, is the issue of The Black Mental Image which was produced against the Muslim World!! I just hope that God bless all the dead in that cruel attack. But I also hope that those who read this document, know that we, The Muslims, never want to cause any kind of disturbance…I hope you can understand what I want to say exactly.

I strongly believe that before being a Persian, an Iraqi, a Pakistani, an Asian and a Muslim, WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS, we have a great system of Human law INSIDE; we have also a HEART that beats and is the position of affection, the SOUL that is the place of MORALITY, the kind hands which are created to BUILD and not to destroy…

In any group, in any society, in any religion, in any country and nation, there exists GOOD and BAD, Evil and Virtuous. Positive is positive when it exists beside a negative pole!

So I just hope any one would live in peace, no matter who they worship, where they live, and what the color of their skin is … You are Human with the RIGHT to Live and Love!

Innocence ...

2006-09-06T21:53:00.000+03:00

"I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child

Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
(…aah…)
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I,
I want to go back to
Believing in everything
And knowing nothing at all …"

..:: Field Of Innocence - a song from Evanescence ::..

Well, it really feels great to be able to return to the innocence of childhood, the purest of all creatures, the kindest of all , the sweetest of all, the simplest desires, the least necessities … these definitions lead us just to one magical word : "BABY", A little Child, the concrete symbol of an Angel!

So Why am I talking about it ? ! ! ! Actually I've recently heard that one of my greatest friends, is now waiting for her first child; Moreover, I just met one of our relatives who's got two cute children; looking their happy play and their real joy, I just thought with myself, what would have happened if we've never been grown up?!!! …… The world's been a mess, I think! :D but less than what it is for right now!

Anyone of us was a child one day, but why do we forget the days we've passed during the childhood golden period? Why does frankness change into hypocrisy????!!! We grow up as well as our expectations!

May God keep the little children safe from the grown-up messed-up world!

Everything's gonna be ok!

2006-08-28T15:33:00.000+03:00

Have you heard anything of someone whose mood is off?!!!! Well, I was living such a situation for almost one month! The reason was an unpleasant event which made my brain system messed up!!!! I was totally confused, and I felt that all my life is just a tedious circle and it's me, the victim right in the middle, encircled by all the misfortunate events…! I'd been crazy, I guess!!!! :D

But, I think everything's gonna be ok, especially now that I'm hearing good news from all around the globe, from my friends, old and new, from classmates, from relatives…

It's a rule in life, a golden law, " that sometimes we need a sudden panic which opens new horizons of hope to us; and gives us the motivation to go on, to see the far apart sea shores and roads, to come to know that a Human's never meant to STOP!

Yeah! That's exactly what I needed! I felt that I must make new decisions, I have to make a change in my life, in my ideas, in my point of view … And I honestly confess that such an event must have happened to me.

Right now, I have so many many plans for my future; 1^st of all, I am looking for a part-time job; Besides, I have planned to continue my study, after getting my BA this year. I would love to go through the Politics domain, The International Relations.

… Let's see what would happen …
I just hope for the bests!

Hey …. How Happy I am! I feel like flying!!!!!! Wow…. If anytime you saw an unknown flying object around! Don't Doubt! It's MEEEEE :))))))

The CoMmEnTs !

2006-08-17T12:11:00.000+03:00

Well, in the first steps, I was almost alone! But it didn't matter a lot because I'm strongly attached to this point: "Stand up for what you believe in, even if it means standing alone." ; I remember I complained why no one share any idea or leave any comment … and now that I see your cordial, kind messages, I feel so content.

Here I'm going to review the comments; it would be better if I knew your names so that I could reply back straightly. But in any case:

Hmm I love the idea behind this website, very unique. (3 times!!!)
- Dear, I'm so happy that you liked this website; actually there's still remained a long way to become Unique ;)

Interesting website with a lot of resources and detailed explanations.
-It's great that you've found all these things in my new-born weblog!

You are Excellent. And so is your site! Keep up the good work. Bookmarked.
You are Nice. And so is your site! Maybe you need some more pictures. Will return in the near future.

- think that these two messages are from the side of one person, so I reply both: first of all, Nice of you to leave me these friendly lines; in fact I have a gallery of photos but I'd be grateful if you also share some pictures with me… I'll wait to see you in future ;)

I like it! Good job. Go on. (twice!!)
- Cool! I'll try my best to satisfy the least expectations.

Very pretty design! Keep up the good work. Thanks.
- Merci ;) I am still trying to improve the appearance of the page.

Nice idea with this site its better than most of the rubbish I come across.
- Be the change you want to see in the world ;)

Greets to the webmaster of this wonderful site. Keep working. Thank you.
- Greets to you and thanks. I'll do my best and I hope this site would be really praiseworthy.

Thanks a bunch to all of YOU :)

For encouraging me with all your nice words…

Back from Journey

2006-08-14T20:35:00.000+03:00

I am back from a two-week journey; during this 14 days period that I was away from home, I really missed all my loved family members.And I understood that it doesn't matter how old you are, but there is an invisible thread which ties the whole family together, and it's really nice!

Besides, in Persian, we have a proverb that says "The Distance brings the hearts closer!!!"

Here are some "MISS YOU" messages that one of my dear friends sent my way in my absence!!!!! Thanks to my lovely Friend ;)

¨Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell!
¨Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.
¨Your absence has gone through me like thread through a needle, Everything I do is stitched with its color!
¨Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too…

I hope no one would ever feel lonely and sad! It's the worse thing that can ever happen!!!

May You Live Happy and Enjoy your Life ;)

No Idea !!!!

2006-08-04T11:13:00.000+03:00

"The worse way to miss someone is to be seated by his side, and know you'll never have him!!! "

If I could be any part of YOU,
I'd be your TEARS,
To be conceived in your HEART,
Born in your EYES,
Live on your CHEEKS,
And die on your LIPS …

I really enjoy when I read such kind of statementes ...

Frustrating!

2006-07-27T23:39:00.000+03:00

Has it ever happened to you that what ever is around you , sounds to be disappointing and frustrating :( and the only thing that you can do is to sit aside and look! How many times have you faced the moments in which you have felt that you are all alone in this vast universe .... but ...

"The Only Thing that Always Cheers Me, is to know that GOD is always near me ..."

Pseudo-Friends!!

2006-07-24T11:17:00.000+03:00

Life is not always the way we want, Sometimes it is good from far and, sometimes it is far from good … Actually it's hard if we want to always care about others, to be good and to do good, while there exists the ignorant who would never understand any kindness!! Such a thing happened many times for me! The friends (pseudo-friends!) who appear so friendly in the first meetings, and then, suddenly, their real interior feeling shows up! How? When they are in need, you would be an angel for them … but as soon as they reach what they want, they turn into another person! Thanks God anyway! Because I strongly believe that God wants us to meet any wrong people before we meet the right one, so when this happens, we'll be thankful! In any case, I am thankful for whatever God puts in my way;

The heart that is Green with the memory of God
Feels alienated from Autumn …

With so many divers' COLORS existing on the surface of this planet the earth, it is a disgrace to see everything black!!

The Passage of Time

2006-07-17T11:10:00.000+03:00

The Passage of Time

The years, the months, the weeks, the days, the hours …. All the precious moments of our life pass, and we've still remained at the same intersection; so confused to choose the right way!
We remain at the same point while our loved ones go farther and farther in any direction! They move towards the end of the road, and they get disappeared in the horizon … Maybe, after a couple of years, they would have to pass along the same road and would meet you again! Maybe …And maybe not!
In any case, this is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good.

"There is no such thing in anyone's life as an unimportant day."

"There are only two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as if everything is."
Albert Einstein

" People travel to wonder at the height of the mountains, at the huge waves of the seas, at the long course of the rivers, at the vast compass of the ocean, at the circular motion of the stars, and yet they pass by themselves without wondering. " … St. Augustine

Why so much indifference?!

2006-07-14T10:37:00.000+03:00

No one can ever stop me from what I have decided to do … So, once that I decided to write here, I will keep it up!! But I would be glad if anyone would care to leave a comment or share any idea!!

Actually, today, a question just popped in my mind, with no clear answer:

I really can't understand the reason of so much indifference about life, love, and friends among all the mankind!

We simply ignore the little children wandering around in streets; we pass by from all the terrible news, concerning any disaster, in which thousands of people have died. We just care about ourselves! The rest, none of our business!!! …. It's awful!! … With anyone I talk, He/She just complains about life, its absurdity, and its meaningless aim. But, what are we really looking for?

May God help us all, protect us all, and show us the right way of living … Amen! ...

I've learned ...

2006-07-11T13:24:00.000+03:00

I am here again! I was thinking what I can write for today, and I found some great great "I've learned"s :

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

Here I am! This is ME :)

2006-07-10T16:42:00.000+03:00

Hello Everyone,
My name is Panthea, and I am a persian girl who is always eager to write, read, write, read ... and that's the way my Life goes on !
Actually I am here to talk about me! Talk about my everyday life! talk about my thoughts, my obsessions, my fears, my faults, ... About everything that I wish to share with others.

I would be glad if anyone want to exchange the views.

For right now, as the "Worldcup 2006" has been ended in the way I didn't expect!, I wanna talk about it. The most surprising point about the game was what "The Exceptional Captain Zidane" did, at almost the end of the game! The reason to "head butt a player in the world cup final" is still remained a question for me ... Yeah, for me, the great ex-supporter of French Team!!! ... Anyway, if anyone has any idea, can tell me!

I usually don't take the part of any groupe or any team! But anyone has his own interests :)

Wish to be able to continue the way I have started.
And Best Wishes for all who wanna be my friend in this way...

Panthea ;)