I'm BACK !

It's been 14 years since my last blog post! 

I just wanted to say I am alive! With a long story to tell. 

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Following the previous post, one of my friends, has sent me a nice email in which he has indicated that I should continue my way and cool down!! He had emphasized on the following factors as the principal elements for continuing the way:

God, Faith, Hope … And a little teddy bear (which I had once talked about) to share the joy and sorrow with!

All I have as my motivation to continue and go ahead, is exactly the above mentioned words! But my friend's forgotten another very very important factor which has held me tight to my career! And that's:

"Accompaniment of Nice Friends"!

This weblog is open to receive the ideas with/against to what ever I write here. Exchange of different feelings! If I answer the comments, it doesn't mean that I am angry!! ;-)

The reason is that I've been stuck to my promise of "writing"! & As long as I believe in what I am doing, there is no reason to get angry, but it's necessary to be able to defend my idea, and that's exactly what I am doing here by replying the opposite opinions.

"True happiness... is not attained through self-gratification, but through fidelity to a worthy purpose."(Helen Keller) … And I am happy because I think my purpose is worthy of carrying on :-)

This joy. when we are wrong, makes us willing to change. And when we are right, makes us easy to live with!

This weblog has been based upon 10 simple beliefs; These 10 rules are also practical in life … here it is, The Rainbow of A Better Life. So, try to build a bridge out of this rainbow, build a bridge that leads to the promising tomorrows …

*SHARING

The Joy Of Giving Without Thought Of Receiving.

*LOVE

The Special Feeling That Makes You Feel All Warm And Wonderful.

*RESPECT

Treating Others As Well As You Would Like To Be Treated.

*APPRECIATION

To Be Grateful For All The Good Things Life Has To Offer.

*HAPPINESS

The Full Enjoyment Of Each Moment. A Smiling Face.

*FORGIVENESS

The Ability To Let Things Be Without Anger.

*HONESTY

The Quality Of Always Telling The Truth.

*INTEGRITY

The Purity Of Doing What's Right, No Matter What.

*COMPASSION

The Essence Of Feeling Another's Pain, While Easing Their Hurt.

* & PEACE The Reward For Living.

..OOll:: With the best wishes for your each moment :-) ::llOO..

! CccOooLllOooRrrSss !

It's so interesting that anytime I wanna put forward an ENCOURAGING, promising step, someone arrives to stop me & say: Oh! You are a kid! You have childish thoughts! Why don't you see the reality?"

Ok tell me! WHAT IS THE REALITY? Darkness? Sadness? Anger? Despair? Murder? …

By God I am satisfied with the word CHILD, but the term in which the word "childish" has been used, means nonsense, idiot, foolish!! If spirituality is really such a banal subject what worth really talking about? If each of us wanna spread out negative pulse under name of "reality" to human receivers!!!! Just where we would go! NEVERHOOD!!!!

And now colors…Do You know why I talked about COLORS? Black and white? Yellow? Green?

Yeah colors! I meant the Colors of the soul not the skin… I didn't talk about psychological aspects! I had nothing to do with seasons or the color preferences!!!!!!!!!

Nothing's wrong with the Yellow and Orange leaves in autumn!
It is so nice the white uniform of doctors and nurses!
It's so lovely the black eyes of a child!
Besides, Green (and also Blue) inspires good feelings!

…

So, what is the problem?
Yellow, in case of soul, is the one who sees everything under the dark shadow of despair! The one who's looking for the END! The one who has no aim! The yellow leaf of autumn, not with the hope of a coming spring but without reason of living!!

Black and White, those who just have two sides! Good and bad! Nothing's between! If you are not my good friend, then you are an enemy! If the work doesn't go well, so it is in the worst direction!
Green, synonymous to fresh, live, pleasing … the one who, out of each matter, draws the appropriate conclusion. The very apt description of how we can look at "Reality"!!

Anyway … what ever I state here, is what ever I think, what ever I feel and what ever I do … so it doesn't mean you must do the same! You have your own choice! … Just thanks for reading it and leaving some lines as your opinion.

(I hope you wouldn't come to the point that the best thing is to be color-blind!!!! :-b !! He he!! … Kidding! … you can smile!)

GREEN!

Spring usually gives a nice feeling of freshness. It's so lovely the combination of Thousands Greens all around, the exhibition of the king of seasons!! This "Birth of nature" makes me think about the things that affect the state of satisfaction in life; Is it really possible that each of us feel so good when we look at a beautiful flower or when we hear the singing birds?! why some people are always green and some other yellow while the rest are totally black and white! I am talking about the color of the minds! The Souls! How would it be possible to reach the level in which we feel totally free from any pressure and we enjoy our existing circumstances? How can we arrive to total acceptance and full efforts to gain better?

My mind's been busy of finding The True Key to A Permanent Happiness; in the other words, I analyzed the factors that lead us to be prosperous (=Khosh'bakht, in Persian!) … What are the essentials for a nice living?

Money?

Fame?

Love?

Faith?

High Education?...

If they give you a basket filled with all these materials, which ones you gonna chose for your own life? Is it really possible to get to the perfect life without the combination of all these elements? Does "perfect" really exist? Does it really exist that "One Thing" capable of making all complete?

I tried to test these facts, one by one, one after another, through a serie of social examinations! I was so determined to find a global answer to all my questions. I just checked the lives of the people around, & tried to see what the reality of their life is! The glue which sticks each part together…

I don't know why, but in each case, I felt that something has got a higher rank in comparison with other factors, the one that plays the major role. There must be a combination, first of all. And second, that strong belief and reassurance. By presence of just one feature, this bird can't really fly! Yes, Bird! Because I strongly believe that we are here just to fly to higher grades of humanity! And I am to declaim that these mterials are the way to go towards spirituality! Means that the absence of one element, shouldn't take away the confort of mind and should not turn into an obsession! As long as we stay on the ground looking the Earth down, it's hard to think about the sky & higher levels of life! It doesn't mean that we are the prisoners of the world, but we must take out the best advantage out of each and every little thing…

No more to say for this time, but I am still thinking about taking the easy way out!

The Way is Long, and the wings must be strong enough to fulfill the mission!

!i!i! HAPPY NEW YEAR !i!i!

..::HAPPY NEW YEAR!::..
to the Persians all around the world :)

oo )) Surprise! (( oo

Something nice happened to me the last time that I had gone to the class. (I mean for teaching English) … Actually for encouraging my students I had already given some little gifts as a reward to studious ones.

This time, prior to the class, one of my students (who had been awarded) came to Teacher's room and said:" oh Teacher! Here there is something to Thank you!" and she gave me an extremely nice and loving postal card … I was totally shocked!!! … Here is the photo of the card (and the note inside), take a look:

You know what I thought with myself? I came to the point that the little kids understand the real meaning of kindness by heart, and they react in very nice ways towards any care and concern…. I never generalize, but the grown-up world is the space of indifference! Of course I have seen many adults who have saved the white and bright memory of their childhood, and "others" matter for them! I hope we would see a wise & at the same time childlike character in everyone's heart, no matter young or old!

Everything which is yes!

What a cold weather! It was snowing all the morning! Most of the times, the face of the city changes in rainy or snowy days! Actually there is a sort of melancholy everywhere! It seems that the dust of sadness has been powdered upon the city!! Anyway…

I had almost a busy day. I went to get my entrance card of Master Exam. Among those who had come, the glittering faces were remarkable! I don't know the exact reason of this kind of joy! (I think it's a natural reaction prior to the exam!!). May everyone, who has well studied, get a satisfactory result. Amen!

I had also some banking affaires!! I should have paid the bills!!! It's really the most boring and the most tiresome work to be done, waiting in long messy queues!!!!!!!! … In any case, today was a gift! I enjoyed it! I hope you have also nice times!

I thank God for most this amazing day. For the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky; and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, which is yes!!

By the way, I am still in the highway of THINKING!!! I would welcome any nice idea which helps having better life, happier moments and more useful existence!

** P.S. Thanks Dear Arash for your Great Comments; I read Mohsen kadivar's article on Ashoora, and It brightened up my mind! About my little Teddy I also agree with you (some to forget some to remember). The poem you had chosen from Shamlu really matches the occasion :)